the 100m race
no matter how much we try to chase for a beautiful outcome, there will still be distance. no matter how postive we are about the outcome, it may turn out to be just an illusion. perhaps we all have been deceived right from the beginning.
today, my brain is totally free from studies and academics. Unfortunately,however, i started to think and sort out my overwhelming emotions. i don't know if i did a good job in hiding my thoughts, but i really did alot of thinking today. hahahah. nevertheless, i've to say i'm pretty clear of what's going on and what i can to remedy all these challenging problems.
a series of events set me to think about the inter-relationship between people and how our fates intertwine. it's really amazing to experience how friendships develop from pure and mutual care to something inexplicable and unfathomable. if given a choice, would you choose to return back to the past and keep the simplicity or adventure furthur to learn and explore more about human realtionships. i guess at this moment i'll reserve my answer to myself :) hahaha.
the girls talk session with lynn helped me to pour our some of my repressed feelings. i know many of us are going through a hard time, i don't know what should i say to serve as a motivation. but i found this useful : courage is going from failure to failure without losing enthusiasm. hence, let us all not lose faith and hope : ) gambatte !!
currently, i have one major obstacle to overcome. if i'm able to defeat this struggle, i believe there's nothing else which will stop me from flying high. i have to remove this distraction .
cat in dilemma. thinking in process.... 20%.....60%.....99.9%
a gleam of hope.
unity = STRENGTH
random pic which i took today at suntec. i think it's very sweet.
i bought something which i'm totally in love with today!! hahaha. Delighted :D
p.s. what has been done can't be undone, thus, leave no regrets.
[ i said something paradoxical today, it goes something like that " i don't want to make things worse, a story with more details would just be even more complicated." this point is without details there won't even be a story. hahaahha. x) ]
Confession at 11:51:00 下午
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