this is the twelve apostles.
one of the breathtaking moments in my life.
i took this picture from the net.
n i choose this picture with the sun setting.

i feel very terrible today.
my heart is tearing up into thousands pieces.
my mind is congested with bothering thoughts
what am i going to do?

today is long n treacherous.
why i said that is becox i felt FEAR engulfing me.
my world seems to be collapsing.
what am i going to do.

is there a possibility to meet someone three times a day?
it started off at northpoint then heeren then cine
it could be just a coincidence.
but why is it at that particular time?
have i developed feelings for you? can i ?
i feel that i am blameworthy.
i am such a lousy person.

shir told me somethin that enlightened me.
she said that i have to let go.
i have to make a determined desicion.
it is all abt makin a choice.
i reali have to calm down n think abt it.
there is no such thing as "lovin twos"
i have to giv myself time to analyse this situtation.
however, it has to be fast.

perhpas the best solution to "releasing both"
be a " S.and.I" individual where freedom reigns.
hope i won't leave regrets after makin the choice.
-hope n dreams-

[empathy-ability to identify oneself mentally with, and so understand,a person or thing]