after lookin the the beautiful sky.
and feeling the gentle sea breeze on my face.
i am more awake.
i should not hide anymore.
i need to courageously faced this dilemma of feelings

during the bbq,
i, jo and shir
had a casual girl's talk.
shir was asking me super wierd qns.
but i tink i gave her sastifactory ans.
at least they are truthful ans.
then i and jo were toking abt relationships.
and guys and friendships.
we also tok abt the type of guys we prefer.
i lik TALL. smiling face.filial.mature and
someone that can giv me sense of security.
after finish listing. jo started hers.
haha. OKAY. i can tell u .
i suddenly had a feelin my expectations are LIttle.
compared to her .
so i am not tt bad afterall.
haha. we also tok abt if we hav the rights to
have such high expectation.
we ourselves also have our bad points.
haha. we came to a conclusion .
that everything is planned.
we will meet out true love one day!!
siginin off now. ppl take care. love ya.