2007-01-28
.x truth ; fate x.
me and ruz:]
i questioned myself a lot times today.
i have been repeatedly asking myself
if i have done the right thing.
have i made the right CHOICE?
is the choice i made what i realli wanted?
had meeting todae with ruz suseela yr sy n kystral
actualli it was onli with ruz and yr.
cox me n ruz felt very bored to stay home
so decided to meet up and chat
from the beginning till the end
i have been thinkin alot alot .
i am reali in a dilemma.
i ask myself if i should let go completely.
release myself from the involvement with sc
i do not want history to repeat.
i know i can do somethin to it .
but i could not find strength to do it.
i feel weak and indecisive.
i hate myself for that.
i tink i should choose to do what
my mind and soul tells me.
i do not know whether if the proposal
will work . but one thing i know is tt
i should not think abt the outcome.
choosing to be part of this camp.
i tink i hav to persevere in my belief
that it will turn out well.
no matter what the outcome will be.
i noe at least i have tried to do
somethin to resolve the situation.
the efforts and committment i put
in are the tests for my leadership.
whether i understand it :]
last but not least,
i wanna thank ruzaini
for understand me and givin me hope
to believe in myself.
he sent me a nice song.
it depicts the situation that we are in now.
Meet You There Lyrics
by Busted
I'm waiting
For the perfect time to call you back
Cos' I remember saying
Don't wanna know the truth
Can't handle that
And I try to (and I try to)
Just forget you (just forget you)
But don't know how
If only I knew
[Chorus:]
It's written all over your face
Such a painful thing to waste
Tell me now where do we go?
Now the future's not so clear
I can't believe we've ended here
Where's the world that doesn't care?
Maybe I could meet you there
Yeah
I'm sorry
If I slagged you down, I meant no harm
When I heard the stories
Said things I didn't mean
Should have stayed calm
Sadly
Got angry
And it breaks my heart
You're so mad at me
[Chorus:]
It's written all over your face
Such a painful thing to waste
Tell me now where do we go?
Now the future's not so clear
I can't believe we've ended here
Where's the world that doesn't care?
Maybe I could meet you there
Maybe I could meet you there
Maybe I could meet you there
It's written all over your face
Such a painful thing to waste
Tell me now where do we go?
Now the future's not so clear
I can't believe we've ended here
Where's the world that doesn't care?
Maybe I could meet you there
Maybe I could meet you there
Maybe I should meet you there
Confession at 12:13:00 上午
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