sometimes in life there are things
that are not within our control
one of them is love.
what is love??
is teenage love just pure infatuation.
i guess i am still searching for the answer.

days seem to pass very slowli.
and the slowli time flies . the more i long for him .
i know the difference between reality and fantasy.
thus, i tink it is time for me to face the truth .
i shouldn't avoid or shun away from the problem.

but how?? it reali takes a lot of courage
and determination.
i tink i will jux let time test my depth of love
i have for him.
perhaps friendship would be the better way out.

i feel so so stranded in this situation.
the feeling of being boxed up in a space where u are
all alone and lost.
maybe i should not bother myself with this problem.
i should stay optimistic abt it .
there will always be a solution to the problem.


I can't keep looking at him with a fake smile.....the tears are starting to show.