2007-02-22
.x truth ; fate x.
In search of the real me.
perhaps the new me who loves myself .
today was kind of gloomy and tiring.
maybe i lacked of sleep.i need to sleep at
least ten hours a day to be fully charged.
if not i will feel tired and drowsy easily.
i am just stifling my feelings .
the wound is open once again.
my heart is feeling sick now.
it is aching but it is not as bad as last time.
time is the medicine tt could heal the cut.
knowing tt i hav to accept the truth.but i
am still trying.the memories of the past
keep on flooding my mind and that hinder me
from moving on. i should be less obstinate
and let go of the past.
no matter what i know i am
in the process of recovery .
so i tink i should be less negative
and be optimistic abt life ;]
i canot be defeated by this challenge.
spring arrives when winter leaves
love blossoms when confusion exits.
Confession at 4:36:00 下午
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