2007-02-21
.x truth ; fate x.
tonight i am defeated.
hahah. i guess i am realli defeated.
i just feel down and depressed.
but i now i jux need some time to
calm down. then i guess i will be fine then .
i tink i still hav not recover from the past .
i am so overwhelmed with sorrow now.
i feel painful inside. to reminisce make things
worse.haha. but i guess it is not as bad as
last time. at least now i still smile abit.
i dunno why. perhaps i am laughin at myself .
why i put myself into this situation ?
However, i am glad tt at least we are
frens. mb we should leave it to
fate. we jux follow the flow. how noes
the future:] hahah..
but jux to let u noe. i will miss and think of u.
you are someone special to me and i will leave
u a space in my heart always.
lets us heal with time and be strong again.
accepting the truth mb could make us feel better.
stay positive. i will always be here to lend u a
listening ear:)
especially for you~
Confession at 8:39:00 下午
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