what am i fearing about?
i guess i lost my confidence and courage to
love someone again.
haha. mb i am enjoyin the days to be single too much.
or should i say that i am getting use to be alone.

it has been raining a lot today
the smell of rain made me felt nostalgic.futhermore,
i start to feel that my thoughts are pretty unclear.
somehow i know i have to make a firm choice
and decision abt the matter.
i should not be draggy. cox the more i hesitate the harder
it will be for me to come to conclusion .

my emotions and feelings are overwhelming.
i guess i should calm down and
really think and consider .
what i really want out of the whole thing.



okay . lets not tok abt it anymore.
hahah. i need to think positively.
those emotions are too depressing.
haha. todae i went watch movie.
YAY. i jux had this urge to catch a movie.
heard from my cousins that 'the protege' is a nice movie.
after the movie, i guess i did not waste my money.
at least,i feel certain scenes left an impression on me.
the ending was kind of funny and wierd too.
but i hav to sae tt daniel wu is handsome and attractive. hhaha.
he is charismatic.. [:

undaunted by adversities.yeah!
i have to really make a firm choice here.
most imptly, i do not want to regret.
how much do i love him ?
[i guess tt is the most impt question?]