i tink the onli thing i can say abt today is tt
everythin seems to be like a bad dream.
unfortunate thing happen one after another.
i wonder are all these unfortunate happenings
counted as problems or just challenges.
sometimes i feel so empty inside.
i feel lik i am just a nobody.
a nobody that doesn't even understand herself.
WHO AM I ??
am i a hypocrite ? am i someone superficial?
am i amicable or hostile?
sometimes i feel i am abt to lose my true self.
perhaps the pressure of the environment has
caused me to change in order to adapt.
perhaps whatever i jux said are mere excuses.
should i shoulder all the responsibilties.
did i make a wrong desicion.
i feel so lost lately. the smile from my face
is just so artificial. i know there are
some knots in my heart tt needs to be untie.
however, there is one fact i have to admit.
my life now is less messy than before.
at least, i could feel the support and encouragement
from my family,friends and religion.
i know they are always there for me when i need
them. therefore, i must show some courage.
p.s.SMILE babe :] you have to love yourself more x)
OH !! one more thing before i forget.
haha. today during bio tutorial and break
me kitty amanda hazel shelby form a singing grp
we sang all sorts of CHINESE songs.
can u imagine?? amanda singing chinese songs X)
we sang sarangheyo, qing tian, feng, qi chui, shuo ni ai wo..many more.
tml we singing ENGLISH songs.hahaha x)
Confession at 10:14:00 下午
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