looking out the window. this is what i see.

today is an emotional day for me. i don't know why

but i just feel messy inside. i have a lot of thoughts

and feelings which i keep them inside.

they are all not secrets but it's just

that i dun feel like telling them to anyone.

i feel doubtful about my emotions.

what i really want at the very end?

i don't know.

i can say that i did a lot of reflections today.

all i can conclude is that no one should be a replacement.

it is unfair and i shouldn't feel that way.

i have to be sure of what i feel and there mustn't be mistakes.

sometimes i feel that i am quite silly.

because i know how to comfort others.

but when it comes to problems or challenges that i face.

i would feel weak inside. perhaps i am not tt strong afterall.

u know what reminscing about the past is bad for

your health. haha. cause it weakens your immune system and makes

you fall ill. so pple try to avoid looking back. MOVE ON!!

[ okay. what i've just said is not scientifically proven. haha. it is based on

what i'm experiencing now. i'm having a bad headache]

i wonder if someone is scolding me behind my back.

because i would often sneeze twice consecutively since mon.

anyway. i tink i have to go now. got lots of work to do .

take care pple. miss ya x)