2007-10-23
.x truth ; fate x.
actually i don't really have much to blog about. hahah. because nothing really special happened. all i can say is that the past few days in school is dreadful. instead of continuing with lessons,i really think the school should organise some interesting events for us. perhaps letting us play more sports or even better release us early, so we can plan other activities.
moreover, the atmosphere in school is wierd. mb after the promos ended, there is nothing for us to worry besides OP and MT. suddenly, i feel that life has become so aimless. everythin seems to be motionless and schooling just dulls my day. this worst thing of all is to worry results. though i kept telling myself that it is over and there's nothing i can do. BUT i will still think about when my mind is empty.hahhah. i guess i am suffering from POST-PROMOS syndrome. i'm sure there will be a cure. hahaha. i hope my mood swing doesn't affect the people around me. i want dun it, but i can't help it.
however, there is something i look foward to everyday. at least i can play basketball during breaks with the girls. it somehow helps me to forget about all the worries and pain inside. hahah. sometimes i wonder what pain do i really have. i look so fine. perhaps all of us do have our own problems, it is just that we chose not to say. anyway, nothing gonna hurt you, so i will always 'smile' my troubles away. optimism could be the solution to unsolved troubles. thus, smile more people, tml will be a better day......
going to sleep early today, to catch up with those sleepless nights i had . always love and cherish yourself and those around you ;)
Confession at 9:27:00 下午
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