2008-02-15
.x truth ; fate x.
EXhausted
my oh my. all i can say now is that i really wonder how i manage to survive through the past few days. i'm really feeling extremely sleepy now but i think i should blog some happenings:)
this year's Vday was nice and memorable. , i feel really happy to receive flowers, cards and so much chocolate from friends. its really sweet and thoughtful of them. THANK YOU SO MUCH pple . love ya lots :D
i felt very guilty for not preparing anything. hahaha. so i got home and did small gift for them:] hope you all will like it :)
OH. before i forget, i need to blog about today's dinner at BK. it was practically a singing session . LOL x) after dinner, we sat there to chat and sing along with the radio.i realise class95 fm would play lots of old pop songs, some of them brings back my secondary school memories :) i miss the people, the canteen ( the FOOD) , my classrooms(e6 and e2), organising camps, sleeping at the courtyard, star gazing, the smell of the rifle range, the spooky ncc room(yr), the well equipped gym( place which i use to slack during physical trainings), the stairs at the back of the hall( my fave place), the toilets with 10 cubicles, the fire engine access, teacher lounge( pool table, board games), council room( serious meetings), many more. i'm really thankful to have been given the opportunity to experience so much. i also miss the expeditions which i've gone to, the people i've met and the lessons learnt. when i see amanda eating tiger biscuits today, i immediately thought of taman negara, the cute juniors and caring guides whom i've met:) amanda! lets go back there again, i miss the isolation, serenity and peace found there. perhaps mother nature has its way of healing the soul within, it helps me the sort out my thoughts.
i guess i've already understood what i want and from now on i'm gonna go for it. nothing is going to stop me from achieving what i desire, it's time for me to take flight. i wanna experience the feeling of being free :) i believe.
p.s. letting go of your exploding heart takes time. it will be cured.
Confession at 11:53:00 下午
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